Selasa, 20 Oktober 2020

Romance Poem

Wild Dream
Amy Amelia (2020)


Im changkyun, the man who stole my heart

You came into my dream so sudden

It was wild like a burning flame

Our love appeared enlighten

With so much tension and no one to blame


You stole my heart because of that dream

The dream that I will never forget

The dream that I will never regret

Full of pleasure and full of sin


No one can blame the dream

It was faith that brought us to this wild dream

I never meant to make the dirty scene

It was not my intension to create this sin


In my dream, you were the wild one

You kissed me aggressively 

It was deep and passionate 

Makes me wanted more and more

The deeper you kiss me, the more you want me

The harder you get me, the sinner you’ll be

Sin tastes so good, 

as good as cherry, 

Red and sexy.

As dangerous as fire

Hot and sweaty.

As sinful as blasphemy,

Fierce and naughty.


Your lips tasted like wine,

Sweet and bitter

Bittersweet because the kissed was not real

It was only a dream but it felt so real

As real as my love for you.

For the man who came into my dream,

Im changkyun is the name that I will scream.

Romance Poem

Prince Charming 
Amy Amelia (2020)


Blue, green, brown eyes

Blonde, brunette, black hair

Tall, masculine, strong body

My prince charming somebody


Matthew, Dominique, Alex probably the name

Handsome, sweet, kind to reclaim

Loyal, royal with moral

For him love is immortal 


He will never make me cry

He can only make me shy

He will never make me mad

He can only make me glad


My man, my prince charming

The moon is shining

Is this a sign?

To let you be mine?

I have no idea whether you exist or not

But I do believe that I will meet you someday

Someday in the future

Or someday in another world


God please save my prince

Save it for me, for my future

And for my next adventure 

Im so hopelessly in love with my prince 

I don’t even know whether he exist or not


Maybe he exist but not for me

Then I will be devastated

I dont want to regret for the rest of my life

If I can’t meet my prince charming

I will go insane

And left with pain

Suffering for not getting the man that I want 

Selasa, 09 Juli 2019

Dark Poem


Unleash the dark side
Amy Amelia (2019)

The light's becoming dimmer
The dark is getting stronger
Something's calling out for me
I cannot resist any longer

Loneliness calling out my name
Scary voices whisper through my ear
They said to worry about my fear
The devil is not real
Fear is all I can feel

My body is getting cold
My eyes getting bold
My body shivers
shivering down my spine
and coldblooded

I need to fight my dark side
I know where the demons hide
Not under my bed
but inside my head
The demons from the dark side
is full with pride

I've tried so hard to escape
but they won't let me
I need someone who can take me to paradise
to be my greatest escape
not a man with a cape
but a nice man with patient

I guess no one can
So this is my destiny
to be with my misery
I will never be able to leave
unless the devil let me
They will take me again
to the dark side
Me and misery














Emotional Poem


For My Mother
Amy Amelia (2019)


I have loved you since the day I was born
I know that in the past I let you down
And this is why I will never forgive my self
I'm deeply sorry for what I've done
I regret every steps that I took
I was such a terrible daughter
Sinful and disgrace 

I put my self in danger
I put my self in hell
Suddenly an angel came
A beautiful angel who saved me from there
You are the angel that came from above
You are the one who saved my life

Now I'm trying to change
To be a better person
I'm afraid of loosing you
I can't live without you
Because we share blood and soul
And I don't want to fall in the same hole

You're as strong as a steel
And your inner beauty is always real
You're as beautiful as a dove
Like an angel that came from above

You will always be my inspiration
And my everything 
But when you far away, I fall apart
I promise that I will make you proud
And I won't let you down

Please forgive your sinful daughter of what she had done









Sad Emotional Poem


My Living Nightmare
Amy Amelia (2019)

It was tough to be a teenager
She was so young and broken
Fighting with her depression
No one really knows
how much the pressure she took 
So this is how it goes

High school was her living nightmare
Human bullied her for the sake of pleasure
She was very devastated and hurt
But no one cares
They tortured her soul
They were monsters from hell
and they ruined her life very well

She cried every night because she was afraid
Sometimes all she could think was suicide
She was lost
and again, no one care
She knows life is not fair
I wish she had somewhere to go
and someone to care
to escape from her living nightmare

Senin, 08 Juli 2019

Benefits to Studying Abroad


Studying abroad is important period of anyone’s life. It contains lots of exposure, experience and personal development. It has deep effect on students because people from all over the world came at one place having different cultures and different school of thoughts. When they talk to each other they came to know other religions, traditions and it makes them think differently. 

Studying abroad may be one of the most beneficial experiences for students. By studying abroad, students have the opportunity to study in a foreign nation and take in the allure and culture of a new land. Education has become the most important part of everyone’s one. There are various reasons behind pursuing an education in abroad. Like for example, students moves out of the hometown for reasons like better social exposure, good educational methods, foreign language fluency, exposure to latest trends in technology and overall a better lifestyle.

Firstly, We have chance to improve our language. I think nothing is better than to learn language with the native speakers because, we can practice with the local people what we study at school, so it is very useful to improve our listening and speaking skills. The biggest reason you should consider a study abroad program is the opportunity to see the world. It also offer chances to discover the new cultures, way of thinking, history, customs and lifestyles. When you study abroad you will find incredible new foods, customs, traditions, and social atmospheres. In addition, when you’re abroad, you won’t be limited to traveling in just the nation in which you are studying – you can see neighboring countries as well! For example, if you study in France, you’ll have the option to travel through various parts of Europe including London , Barcelona , and Rome. The benefits of studying abroad include the opportunity to see new terrains, natural wonders, museums and landmarks of your host nation.

While studying abroad, you will attend school and live with students from your host country. This gives you the opportunity to really get to know and create lasting relationships with your fellow students. After the study abroad program ends, make an effort stay in contact with your international friends. In addition to rewarding personal relationships, these friends can also be important networking tools later down the road. Another reason you might consider studying abroad is for the chance to experience different styles of education. By enrolling in a study abroad program, you’ll have the chance to see a side of your major that you may not have been exposed to at home.

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When you finish your study abroad program and return home, you will return with a new perspective on culture, language skills, a great education, and a willingness to learn. Needless to say, we can have a better job, because of the higher education standards in abroad and the advanced technology environment, students who study in abroad have better job opportunities and higher job roles in their hometown, all of these are very attractive to future employers. Many students find that they love their host country so much that they decide to seek work there. If you can relate, you will find that a local education will be very valuable when searching for a potential job in that country. Furthermore, we have opportunities to study the new technologies and most recent science achievements. In addition, we are equipped with the valuable and updated knowledge which may help us find jobs easily after graduating.

However, studying abroad is often expensive.We have to pay not only for our school fees but also for our living cost.Therefore, finance may become the biggest problem. Consequently, it distracts our mind from studying to earning money. There is a lot of expense involved in studying in abroad compared to studying in hometown. Right from the travel expense, accommodation to university fee structure it is very high expensive. Communication is one major of the major hurdle for most of the students studying in abroad. It is not about a trouble between fellow mates but also, sometimes students might not understand what lectures speak and trying to communicate. This sometimes might lead to depression among the students about the whole process of getting educated. This disadvantage might or might not be very common. But it is still prevailing in many parts of the world. 

Few students around the world are still facing racism harassment in the university or the place they stay. As it cannot be taken very light racism attacks have stopped many students from choosing studies abroad. Last but not least,adapting to a new environment is e real challenge for every foreign student.While changing the weather can affect our health,different cultures and customs may influence our mind and make us become less confident or even a victim of discrimination. Everyday may turn into a struggle for survival in a strange country. If we don't have enough physical and mental strength,we will fail to adjust ourselves in the new environment.As a result, we could neither study or gain beautiful experiences as we have expected.

Even though there are lots of disadvantages listed, always studying in abroad has more advantages than disadvantages. Always the positives of studying in abroad had outweighed the disadvantages. Nothing comes so easy. Education in abroad might have lots of disadvantages but still all these negatives can be overcome by the positive outlook.

In conclusion, while studying abroad offers great opportunities for a better future,it also has challenges that we must try our best to overcome what happened to make our dream come true. Study abroad has many benefits. First benefits are gain great growth experiences. Students gain and learn new things while in abroad about their lifestyle and social. Second, provides the opportunity to travel around the surrounding. They can learn more as the students travel around to gain more info about the foreign country and others. Then, develops students personal skills by adapt the situation and slowly to cope with the social life in foreign country.Finally, study abroad enhances employment opportunities that are by the value of education and reputed institutions to broaden the chances to get a good job. Therefore, If you have a chance i think you should take that chance to study abroad.
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Rangkuman Novel “Pintu Terlarang” oleh Sekar Ayu Asmara


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           Novel ini berceritakan tentang tiga kisah yang berbeda namun ditulis menjadi satu cerita yang saling berkaitan yaitu, kisah tentang seorang anak laki-laki yang disiksa oleh kedua orang tua nya, laki-laki bernama Gambir yang bekerja sebagai seniman pematung, dan seorang jurnalis bernama Ranti. 

            Cerita ini dimulai dengan kisah seorang anak laki-laki berumur 9 tahun yang selalu disiksa oleh orang tua nya sendiri. Anak laki-laki ini adalah hasil dari nikah sirih. Ayahnya mempunyai 2 istri, ibunya adalah istri simpanan ayahnya. Setiap si anak melakukan kesalahan, ia selalu disiksa oleh orang tua nya dengan cara dipukuli, dibentak, dipaksa untuk memakan kecoa, tangannya ditusuk pakai pensil, diikat dipohon, ditampar, ditonjok, dicambuk dengan ikat pinggang, dan masih banyak lagi siksaan lainnya. Anak tersebut sudah tidak lagi menerima kasih sayang dari orang tua nya. Dan pada suatu hari, anak tersebut sudah tidak bisa lagi menahan rasa sakit secara fisik, batin dan jiwanya, lalu ia melakukan hal yang tidak terduga yaitu membunuh kedua orang tua nya agar ia tidak disiksa lagi. Namun, karena si anak merasa bersalah, ia memotong tangan kirinya. Pada akhirnya ia dibawa ke rumah sakit jiwa saat ia masih berumur 9 tahun. 18 tahun kemudian, ia masih berada di dalam rumah sakit jiwa, hal itu membuat seorang jurnalis bernama Ranti yang tertarik untuk membuat artikel tentang kekerasan terhadap anak yang dialami oleh pasien tersebut.

Cerita selanjutnya yaitu tentang seorang seniman pematung bernama Gambir. Ayah Gambir juga seorang seniman, namun ibunya Gambir yang bernama Menik Sasongko sangat membenci profesi sebagai seniman. Gambir memiliki adik laki-laki bernama Damar dan adik permpuan bernama Menur. Gambir mengalami kehidupan yang mapan dan bahagia. Ia memiliki istri yang cantik bernama Talyda. Gambir berkarir sebagai seorang seniman pematung. Para pembeli patungnya sangat terkesan dengan hasil karya Gambir. Mereka selalu mengatakan bahwa patung Gambir seperti bernyawa, dan terlihat hidup. Mereka tidak tahu bahwa patung-patung wanita hamil tersebut benar-benar berisi janin. Janin tersebut diperoleh dari sepasang saudara kembar yang berprofesi sebagai dokter aborsi gadungan.

Gambir dan Talyda saling mencintai satu sama lain, hanya saja ada beberapa masalah yang melingkupi rumah tangga mereka. Masalah pertama adalah ibu Gambir, ia tidak menyukai profesi Gambir sebagai pematung, karena menurutnya seniman adalah suatu pekerjaan yang bodoh dan tidak penting. Masalah kedua adalah Talyda, istri tercinta nya yang tidak ingin mempunyai anak. Talyda pernah mengandung anak Gambir, tetapi karena keinginannya untuk tidak mempunyai seorang anak, akhirnya Talyda memutuskan untuk mengaborsi anak mereka. Awalnya, Gambir tidak setuju dengan keputusan Talyda, namun ia tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa karena istrinya sangat berwatak keras dan ia juga tidak mau membuat istrinya marah. Karena Gambir tidak mau membuang anaknya yang telah di aborsi, akhirnya Gambir membuat patung wanita hamil yang diberi nama Arjasa, dan ia menaruh janin anaknya didalam perut patung wanita hamil tersebut, dan menaruh patung itu tepat di depan pintu terlarang yang ada di dalam ruang studio Gambir.

Ibu gambir, menganggap Gambir gila. Dia ingin menyembuhkan anaknya dengan cara menyuruh Talyda untuk berselingkuh dengan adiknya Gambir yang bernama Damar dan dua sahabat Gambir yang bernama Rio dan Dandung tanpa sepengetahuan Gambir. Awalnya Talyda ragu karena ia sangat mencintai Gambir. Talyda lantas menemukan alasan yang tepat untuk dirinya sendiri. Ia meyakinkan dirinya bahwa ia tida berselingkuh, melainkan hanya sekedar membuktikan bahwa tidak ada laki-laki yang dapat menandingi Gambir. Pada awalnya Talyda berselingkuh dengan laki-laki yang tidak dikenal, lama kelamaan Talyda mulai menjalin hubungan dengan sahabat-sahabat dan adik kandung Gambir. Gambir mulai curiga dengan sikap Talyda yang selalu pergi malam hari dengan berdandan cantik, berpakaian anggun dan pulang tengah malam. Gambir berkeinginan untuk membuktikan kalau istrinya memang benar-benar selingkuh.

Pada saat keluarga Gambir datang ke rumahnya untuk merayakan tahun baru, Gambir menemukan bukti. Bukti tersebut adalah korek api yang dipakai oleh adiknya, Damar. Korek api yang dipakai Damar adalah korek api tempat Gambir memergoki Talyda keluar dari hotel. Gambir marah, dan membunuh Damar karena telah berselingkuh dengan istrinya. Tak lama kemudian, ibu Gambir datang dan melihat Gambir telah membunuh Damar. Ibu Gambir pun marah dan berkata jujur bahwa ia lah yang telah menyuruh Talyda untuk berselingkuh, ia juga membocorkan bahwa sahabat-sahabat Gambir juga telah berselingkuh dengan Talyda. Mendengar perkataan tersebut, Gambir pun semakin marah dan emosinya tidak terkendali. Gambir membunuh ibu nya dan kedua sahabatnya dengan sadis. Ia merasa telah dibohongi dan dikhianati oleh mereka. Merasa belum puas dengan pembalasannya, Gambir pun juga membunuh Talyda. Setelah membunuh Talyda, ia merobek perut Talyda, lalu menghancurkan patung Arjasa, mengambil janin yang ada dalam patung tersebut dan memasukkannya kedalam perut Talyda sebagai bentuk pembalasan karena Talyda telah mengaborsi anaknya. Setelah itu, Gambir mengambil kunci yg ada pada kalung istrinya. Kunci itu adalah kunci untuk membuka pintu terlarang yang ada di dalam studio Gambir. Talyda sering mengingatkan Gambir agar tidak membuka pintu tersebut. Jika dilanggar, maka hidup Gambir akan hancur. Gambir sudah tidak peduli dengan hal itu, dengan emosinya ia membuka pintu tersebut.

Setelah pintu itu dibuka, Gambir harus menghadapi kenyataannya. Ternyata, dia selama ini hanya berimajinasi. Gambir sebenarnya adalah anak kecil yang masuk ke rumah sakit jiwa pada umur 9 tahun karena telah membunuh orang tua nya. Selama 18 tahun Gambir tetap menghuni rumah sakit jiwa tersebut. Gambir adalah korban kekerasan terhadap anak yang dilakukan oleh orang tua nya sendiri.